I think he is 25 or 26 now. I also remember one time while he was at my place I had gone into my bedroom for a diaper change as I was wet, and just before getting my clean diaper on he came into my room to see what I was doing. And when he came in and seen what I was doing, he asked if it would be ok for him to come in and watch me and I was like sure, so he came in and I finished putting on my clean diaper on before going back out to the living room where we were playing computer games. While we were doing that he asked me if he could ask me something kind of private and I told him he can ask me anything he wants to and I would give him an answer if I know the answer. That is when he asked me if I ever masterbated when changing my diaper, and I told him yes I do that sometimes.

This was several years ago while I was living in Texas. While we were alone when he was spending the night at my apartment we talked about it as he knew I was wearing a diaper to bed, and he did surprise me some as he was 10 at the time I think, anyways he asked if he could see me in just my diaper and I told him ok as long as he didn't tell anyone else that he seen me that way. He thought it was cool but he was not sure about wearing a diaper, but I asked him about maybe just wearing a good nites and he said if I got him some he would wear them. So I got him some and he wore them every night until he stopped wetting the bed, so about 4 years of wearing them. He also would wear them around my apartment without pj bottoms until it was time to go to bed. He liked me in just my diaper and him in his good nites which was cool.

I never had any kids so no one in my family had the same medical conditions that I had. All my brothers and sisters were all very healthy as kids. They have had medical problems when they got older, as in their mid to late 50s. Have lost one sister and one brother from their health problems.. I did have a nephew though we was a bed wetter up until he was 14 years old. Was not a night that he didn't wet the bed.

Not that I am aware of. After I turned 4, I was the only one still in diapers at night just because I was a bed wetter and had medical problems. The rest of my brother and sister were not bed wetters and were not made to wear diapers to bed every night.

I do have to use a wheelchair some times, just depends on the how I am doing that day, but mostly only use it if I have to do a lot of walking which I can not do. But I do use a walker when I am here at home because that is not a lot of walking to do so I can stand up and do things. I also have a large electric scooter that I use to go out and go on several trails that we have here in my area and I love riding and seeing how nice those trails are, and yes when I am doing those trail I always make sure that I have a diaper on because you never know when I am going to have to go and my holding power is almost none. Like I am almost untrained at times so I always make sure if I go out anywhere I always make sure to have a diaper on.

So how is it going with untraining your bladder? After all these years I can only image how hard it would be to untrain our bladder so that we would have to wear a diaper 24/7. Like I said before you do look wonderful in a diaper and I know that you would look great in a onesie. so you should get one and try it out. I think you will like it.

I would not blame you one bit. We should be able to be just who we are and should live our lives happy and if they do not approve then they don't need to come around us.

That is a shame that they feel that way. Make you wonder what they would do if something happened to them that would require them to have to wear an adult diaper. I know my family all knew about me having to wear diaper as a kid up to age of 14, and they didn't know I was still wearing them after that until problems arose that I have to wear them know and they are all ok with it and understand, but they do not know about my onesies and my bottles, I still hid those from family.

That is cool. Does most of your family know about you wearing diapers?

cool, just someone you knew or was it someone you knew that is into wearing diapers.?

I live in the suburbs of Lansing, Michigan.

No, she is my niece that lives in Texas and her family were up here in Michigan for vacation and they made sure to come and see me while they were in town. I only had one child who passed away at 2 months from SIDS.

My email address is mebrewster@aol.com and you can email me anytime. I do have a few pictures of me but as of yet I do not have any photos of me in just my diaper or in my onesie and thing. I would love to have someone take photos of me while I am just in a diaper or baby clothing. So all I can do is send you a photo that doesn't show me in diaper but at least you would know what I look like since my photo on here by my name is not really good to see.

Well I believe that you can and will get to that point of untraining your bladder before you know it. I have loved wearing diapers and plastic/rubber pants since I was about 3 years old. Because I was always wetting my bed and my parents did not want me to ruin my matterss alot because of me wetting the bed, so I was forced to wear a diaper and rubber pants every night and had to do it until I stopped wetting the bed. They always checked my diaper every morning to see if it was wet or not and because of my health issues at that time is what the doctor said that it would take me a little longer to get to where my bladder would warn me that I have to go. So every day they would check to see if my diaper was wet or dry. I wet the bed every night in my diaper until I was 14 and a half years old when I started having dry nights, but by then I loved wearing them and always enjoyed more when my oldest brother had to put me in my diaper every night because they didn't want a baby putting them on themselves because they did not believe that I was doing it on purpose by age of 8 but when I did start having dry nights but I wanted to keep wearing them so I would wet the diaper before I got up to go and take the diaper off and get into the shower to clean up before I had to go to school. But before I could put the diaper into the washer machine I had to show it to one of my parents or my big brother to see if it was wet or not. Back then they didn't have disposible diapers for big kids yet so that is why I had to wear a cloth diaper and the plastic/rubber pants so that I would not get much of it on the bed. And I wet them on purpose for about a year before I finally told them that I was being dry every morning, and I got a few of the diapers and plastic/rubber pants and hid them so that I could keep wearing them at night until I was about 16 and after that I got diapers again when I moved out and into my own apartment so there I could wear them anytime I wanted too.

I don't have a car either but my roommate does and she takes me places I need to go sometime. Sometimes she lets me just take her car which is nice of her to do.. When you do go out on your bike or even a walk to you wear a diaper under your clothes or do you only wear them while you are at home?

Yes it does and I am proud of myself for the fact that I use to drink beer a lot back then and every now and then I would have whiskey with Vernors but I went cold turkey after that arrest and I have not had a drop of any of that stuff anymore. And this was back in the early 1980s and now I am just fine without all that stufff. I can go into a bar if I was to meet friends there and do not mind just having a coke or anything other than alchol

I had just got out of work and we had a bar right by where I worked and it was our bosses birthday so I had gone over there and had a beer. I than went and picked up my wife from her work and on the way home this police officer said that I had my back right side tire hit the curb as I was turning so my wife was disabled and would need to get home and she could not drive, so I very slowly went the few blocks to get home and when we got there had 4 police cars and the police helicopter I could not believe they would have that many police officers just because I hit the curb with my tire which I know I never did anyway, he just needed his quota on giving out tickets and decided he would give me one. Anyway I got out of the car and was getting the wheelchair out for my wife and the police officer grab me and through me backwards and my glasses went flying and broke and I had used my arm to try and stop me from falling and it hit the officer. So they charged me with driving under while being drunk, assult on a police officer and eluding while driving drunk. I had a great lawyer and when we went to court and told the Judge what happened that night and then we worked out the deal that I would plead guilty of Impaired Driving and I would have to go one year without any more tickets or found driving after drinking I then if I was doing it that I would have to drop that agreement and get fined and jail time if It happened again in the next year. The Judge agreed to the settlement and I would pay a $500 fine and I was able to keep my drivers license so I could continue to get to work. I also had to pay my lawyer $700.00 and he let me pay that in monthly of $100.00 so that helped out. ..

Oh my lord. I guess you did the right thing at the time as I am sure you didn't need to go to prison for the rest of your life. I sure do feel for you. I can really feel why you love to wear diapers and have someone who will help take care of you so that will help you keep your mind off of your past. Almost like starting your life all over again except this time we can really not have to think about the time you did serve. I would have gone crazy. I spent just one night in jail and that was enough for me and I got a good lawyer who was able to get an agreement with the county prosacutor attorney to have me agree to plead quilty to a lesser charge and pay a $500 fine and no jail time, but I was looking at a fine up to $3,000 and or 10 years in jail. Its even more now for that crime but this was back in the early 1980s.

I am so glad for you that you have found someone who will try and clear your name especially if you were found quilty of a crime that you didn't do but it sounds like at least you found a wonderful boyfriend while you were there. I am thinking that you most likely told him while in prison that you like to wear diapers and he has no problems with that? I am always dreaming of having a boyfriend who also likes to wear diapers and have the two of us in diapers playing with each other in either a playpen or a crib that was big enough for two and I always love that dream and I always wake up just as it really starts to get to that X rated part of the dream. But that would be something that would be in my society.

That is good to hear.. That is the same way I want and I think we all deserve to be treated with loving care and that includes those who just want and love to wear diapers even though they do not have too. It is just nice to feel comfortable like we did when we were young and still in diapers.